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read my profile sign my guestbook  Name: Angel Location: Guam Gender: Female Interests: Philosophy, Politics, U.S History, & Literature. Expertise: Professional Dishwasher. Occupation: Estudante Industry: Education Message: message me Website: visit my website MSN: peroxxide@hotmail.com Yahoo: Member Since: 11/1/2003 |
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WTF XANGA!I am xanga illiterate. Well, atleast towards the "new xanga." Really! I tried making a new xanga because I realized I've had this account for 5 years. I think it's time for a change. Anyway, it's so complicated to just customize my profile. And my style is so simple. But noooo, I have to choose a theme. And the Look & Feel section is so freaking SMALL! Come on, some one has got to remember CLAF. Customize Look And Feel? After trying to work my new account, I just gave up and stuck to this. Freaken A! | |
The end is near!So Im graduating mid-June. GPSS extended my school's calendar by 14 days. I guess I'm not entirely mad because...I'm not quite ready for my Senior year to end. I'm stuck going to UOG. I do want to try out San Diego State but my dad won't let me leave this island so what's the use. I'm never ever ever ever leaving Guam. Dammit. And I decided to give up on pursing a degree in Medical field. Or Oncology to be more specific. I'm taking Anatomy right now and I am not enjoying it. My highest grade is English and it's the only subject I love. So I've decided to just major in English or Journalism. My cousin said to pursue what I love. I love writing and everything about it. I will not be the typical Asian daughter and pursue Nursing because my parents say so. Another reason as to why I will not pursue the medical field is because I can't do Math to save my life. I swear, I fail math like it's a second nature. No, First nature. Math is of the devil! So the book I'm currently reading is Catch 22 by Joseph Heller. It's ok so far. As soon as I finished Choke by Chuck Palahniuk, I picked up Catch 22. Choke was alright. A typical novel by C.P if you're used to his style of writing. Rant was horrible. Choke was in a way a drag but I guess it worth it in the end. I don't think I'm going to pick up Haunted. I'm definately not picking up Snuff. I might pick up Invisible Monsters. Pygmy is the up coming and last novel by Palahniuk. The plot looks really interesting and I definately will pick it up. Anyone have any recommendations as to what to get after I finish Catch 22? | |
Hormones?Could you ever get sick of...people?No seriously. Sometimes people around me can irritate the crap out of me. Their ignorance and mediocre intelligence sickens me. Their relationships sicken me. I have nothing against high school couples, but seriously. You're not a friggin baby. Stop calling yourself that. And their silly young adult books. Ugh. I'm not insinuating that I'm superior in any way, don't assume. I just haven't meet anyone in school that I can have a decent, deep thought conversation with. Those I did enjoy talking too left to the University. I don't know if my emotions are just hormonal, but I'm more irritable than usual. Even my assignments irritate me. Really. Will I even need this Trig shiz in the future? I'm telling you, this mathematicians are genius's. We already have an infinite number system. Why the heck do we need 27 more letters? This paradox is difficult to comprehend. And Chamorro class. I will not start my rant on taking a foreign language that I will never need. And Anatomy? What a way to burst my bubble on pursuing a career in the Medical field. Well, I guess I can't be to completely mad at that. But seriously. Someone needs to save me. Take me away from this island. | |
Eh.So I have this friend. She's my only female friend that I can really talk to. But lately, it hasn't been that way. This friend, has a boyfriend. I'm not really anal about the whole "chicks before the dicks" rule but lately, she seems like she's whipped or something. Either that, I probably unconsciously did something to offend her and she's not talking to me like before. I understand that we had a feudal before but I'm pretty sure we're over that. It's just been weird lately. Like I'm falling away from her or something. She doesn't call anymore. When she's over at my cousin's house with other friends, she doesn't call me over like before. Or look for me. And now it's like I can't talk to her. Sometimes it seems like she's a stranger to me. Oh well? | ||
Standards & MoralsSo my cousin and I were having a talk about me not dating. I told him what I want in a relationship and he told me that I was picky. That the reason why I'm not even considering dating now is because I'm picky. In my opinion, I'm not picky, I just have standards & I have morals to live by. And plus, I'm young. Most guys my age have their hormones raging everywhere. That, would damage my morals. I'm not embarrassed to say this but, I know that part of the reason why my last "boyfriend" cheated on me is because I wouldn't give him "some." He was two years older than I and I just wasn't ready and didn't feel like it was right.Call me old school, but I value my morals. So what if I'm not much of a church-goer anymore, I still want to save myself for someone special and worth it. I'm not much of a 'white-trash dating' kind of person. A friend of mine, who is white, told me how he needs to stop white trash dating. Which basically means, meet a girl, bang her, date her for one-two months, then leave her. And honestly, the whole, "hey baby I miss you, I love you, I miss cuddling with you" spam comments on myspace, don't faze me. I hate being called baby. Nor will I call someone babe with intimate affection. I guess I have my standards that I look for in a guy because I hate how some girls my age can be so blind! Who doesn't leave the man who beats them? Treats them like shit? It just saddens me how some girls today go for less than what they deserve. True love does not give you a black eye or use you. I refuse to cry every night because of some guy. Every woman deserves real love and respect. And if a guy won't treat me right, then I don't see why I should stay. But anyway, I'm not picky. I just want a good conversation while drinking ice cold King Car, and some respect. I like bumper cars and roller coasters too! Of course, some conditions may apply. I'm a woman and I have a fragile heart. | |